Whats wrong with me (mentally/emotionally)?

Like i dont know i go to church but im not that strong in the faith but like when i was on the bus, a thought crossed my mind what if the world were to end today, so many people (maybe even myself) would go to hell and i could've tried to get to know them better and tell them that theres hope. As well it seems as though whenever i look at an empty plaza i can imagine families struggling financially (convenience stores especially) and can only imagine things i could do to help them. as well when i see a beggar on the street i give them change but then i realized it'll do them no good, why not give them a bible or take the time to talk to them.